A year ago, my husband left. My ex husband, I guess.

cryptidpoet:

Things i did not realise were because of my BPD until i started reading up on BPD: a list

- all of my emotions are manipulative and i must not share them

- s c r e a m

- panic if someone doesn’t respond to messages immediately

- anger if my fp responds to things in a way i did not anticipate (what the fuck! What! The fuck!)

- constantly clenched jaw

- hyper empathetic to the point that it disrupts my life

- i can taste my feelings

- i have no feelings only white noise

- wants sex right now pls

- don’t touch me i’ll cry

- Depression Naps™ except im not asleep im just lying with my eyes closed and having half awake trauma dreams

- constantly telling everyone im fine when im literally clearly not

- therapist: how are you feeling today?

Me: how am i supposed to know tf

- “tell me something about yourself” *internally rifles through my drawer of personalities*

(via bpd-hellfire)

wetsnail:

Anyone else feels like they overshare everything with others and at the very same time haven’t opened up at all to anyone

(via bpd-hellfire)

bpdshitposts:

Person: *Slightly criticizes me

Me: If you hate me, just say so

(via bpd-hellfire)

bpdbot:

i love when i feel a Mood…. and then i’m like oh…… it’s a Borderline Mood……..

(via bpd-hellfire)

a-soft-suicide:

tupacabra:

a soulmate is a person that won’t complain about any of my music when i put my ipod on shuffle

i complain about my own music when its on shuffle what are you talking about

(via panicatthediscofficial)

If you are polyamorous 🌈 REBLOG this so I can follow you

(Source: beforethebeautyfades)

Polyamory

dawsonisnotagirl:

Polyamory is the desire to have a relationship with more than 1 person at a time. It is consented between ALL partners. If one partner doesn’t consent or know about it, it’s NOT polyamory. Its cheating. This has been a PSA.